I have trouble expressing how I really feel. Its probably fear… yeah… but fear of what?  Things haven’t been bad. I’ve been taking it easy… running away from responsibility. I’m like a kid having fun… no cares in the world. But, as time passes by(yes this theme again) I can’t help but notice things I’m missing just because I lack the initiative. I let opportunity float by. I’m not unaware. Maybe its time to grow up? As lame or geeky as this is going to sound street fighter has been really good to me. Yes the game, but there’s more to it… I think we all flock to activities where we can forget. Not only to forget our troubles, but also to forget the challenges blocking us from reaching our goals. Where we can express ourselves in a different fashion that’s not really bound by our place in society, or dictated by “the man.” It’s just a game! I know, it’s just a game… but what’s life? And why bring this up now… haha, well maybe it’s time to step out of my comfort zone and take a chance. If you could take me… for who I am, that would be great, really. Jolly good. And when I ask you to call me to wake up… it’s sort of a sad plea for help… I shall now return to my 90’s alternative, and pokemon. View high resolution

I have trouble expressing how I really feel. Its probably fear… yeah… but fear of what? 

Things haven’t been bad. I’ve been taking it easy… running away from responsibility. I’m like a kid having fun… no cares in the world. But, as time passes by(yes this theme again) I can’t help but notice things I’m missing just because I lack the initiative. I let opportunity float by. I’m not unaware. Maybe its time to grow up?

As lame or geeky as this is going to sound street fighter has been really good to me. Yes the game, but there’s more to it… I think we all flock to activities where we can forget. Not only to forget our troubles, but also to forget the challenges blocking us from reaching our goals. Where we can express ourselves in a different fashion that’s not really bound by our place in society, or dictated by “the man.” It’s just a game! I know, it’s just a game… but what’s life?

And why bring this up now… haha, well maybe it’s time to step out of my comfort zone and take a chance. If you could take me… for who I am, that would be great, really. Jolly good.

And when I ask you to call me to wake up… it’s sort of a sad plea for help… I shall now return to my 90’s alternative, and pokemon.

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